An American Girl in Avignon
Monday, June 22, 2009
French Frustration
June 8th
I can’t focus at all. My mid is anywhere and everywhere but the stupid grammar test that I had to take this morning. A store denied my credit card, and I just want to be done with school and vacation for the rest of my life. I know that this is not realistic and stupid to say and write, but that’s how I was feeling, and that’s what a blog is for. Honesty to a certain extent. That’s how I feel. And it stinks, because I have to leave. On top of everything, I feel that my study abroad has been an absolute bust, because the guy at the football store started speaking to me in English today. Is it STILL really that obvious?! Will I just suck at French forever?
Tonight, I just studied for history, even though I didn’t have a clue what to study. It’s better than nothing I guess. At least I can say that I tried if I go up in flames.
I can’t focus at all. My mid is anywhere and everywhere but the stupid grammar test that I had to take this morning. A store denied my credit card, and I just want to be done with school and vacation for the rest of my life. I know that this is not realistic and stupid to say and write, but that’s how I was feeling, and that’s what a blog is for. Honesty to a certain extent. That’s how I feel. And it stinks, because I have to leave. On top of everything, I feel that my study abroad has been an absolute bust, because the guy at the football store started speaking to me in English today. Is it STILL really that obvious?! Will I just suck at French forever?
Tonight, I just studied for history, even though I didn’t have a clue what to study. It’s better than nothing I guess. At least I can say that I tried if I go up in flames.
posted by Catherine at 2:41 AM
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